I got laid off today. Again.
Even though I had expressed interest in the permanent version of the temporary position I've been filling, and even though my boss genuinely seemed to like me, and even though I was told they wouldn't even consider hiring until after new years.... I came home from break to find myself jobless without warning.
Apparently they filled it internally. I always knew an internal employee would get preference (which does make sense) but the timing is what boggles my mind. And the inconvenient absence of warning. To think, I finally allowed myself to buy a few new shirts....
Hunter is still in Santa Fe with his family until tomorrow. I've seen him for 3 days over the past 3 weeks, and the absence is killing me. Paco's comfort is only worth so many kisses, you see.
The job market in LA is just miserable. I've already begun applying, but the pickin's are slim.
I have to believe there is a higher reason for this. There must be, right? I'm being made available for some amazing greatness that will sweep us all off our feet. Right?
Yep. That's what I must believe. I'll clap and clap until it bleeds, Tinkerbell.
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Your absolutely right! There is something greater! I believe in your theory! Keep hope alive.........
Oh honey,I'm so sorry to hear that. Hang in there. Lots of e-hugs & empathy.
I'm sorry to hear that! It will get better, I promise. I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. God doesn't give us more than he thinks we can handle... and you will get through this!!
Oh girl. I work for a nonprofit and I am terrified that in these tough times the funding will end. I'm so sorry that Hunter is away right now! There is something coming, something better. I know it. Keep your chin up girl, this too shall pass. Happy fucking new year, huh.
There is something bigger out there... just have faith... i'm thinking of you and sending you nothing but warm fuzzy feelings and good wishes! You deserve the best, so let's just wait to see what unfolds :)
ugh, i totally feel your pain...
my fiance and i work in the music/magazine/photography industry and it's not fun watching magazine after magazine fold...
especially when we're getting married in 21 days.
the bright side of our brokedness is that we're not alone.
break out the ramen noodles and hold tight...
i will also be sending you some e-vibes for better times.
Aww, IGgy. I'm so sorry, Honey. Chin up Sweetie, somethin' will come about that is just meant for you. Although I had every indication that they liked me as well, my last job didn't work out either. It took me two long and miserable months to find another position where I felt comfortable as someone relatively new to my field, but after feeling broke and lost and sorting through countless positions that just weren't "it", I finally--FINALLY--feel like I've found the "right" spot for me. I start in a week or two, pending administrative gobbeldy-gook, and although I'm still a little anxious that funding will get pulled for the position, or something equally gnarly will happen, my excitement trumps the anxiety. I think sometimes after periods of time where nothing seems to go right, it begins to feel like you're perpetually waiting for the other shoe to drop, but I am learning (after banging my head against the wall...like...a gazillion times) that it DOES help to be as positive as possible. You are a wonderful spirit, my friend; you're a super-talented writer and an unique and inspiring person. I don't see how your future could hold anything but great things, Sister! So have a good cry over a chocolate bar and a couple of glasses (or a bottle) of merlot, blow your nose, give Paco a squeeze, then grab tight to the handlebars, plaster that smile on your face and continue to press on-being the awesome Idea-Goddess that you are. Have faith that we are all pullin' for ya and that great and wonderful things are coming your way! (and just think, when you're famous, after the struggles and challenges you encounter on the way, your memoirs will be just THAT much more delicious...) Go get 'em IGgy! :)
Boo to that company. That just sucks.
Everything that's happpened to me, even if it didn't make sense at the time, has resulted in something working out. Of course, there's a lot to be said for a positive spirit & go-get'em attitude - just what you have. So, I'm sure this bums you out, and I'm sure it makes you so upset, but you'll persevere. So, cuddle with your beautiful puppy (until Hunter returns) and watch a chick-flick - or, maybe an action movie in which many things are BLOWN UP is more your style :) - and then get up again. I agree with Kat - get out the chocolate and merlot for today. You know what they say about tomorrow ... (or Monday may be the better day to start again - I'm not sure).
Well, I just can't quite find the words to thank you girls for these amazing, uplifting, sweet and sassy comments. Your thoughts and kindness are positively heartmelting and you've made me smile, and helped me though.... Thank you Thank you Thank you. How effin' lucky am I, to have such great loyal readers? SO LUCKY! :)
So sorry to hear this news, but 2009 will be a great year! Sending good vibes and warm wishes your way!!
I'm sorry to hear this. I live in Colorado and trust me, it's bad here too.
I hope something (that pays a lot) comes your way soon!
Your dog is adorable, btw!
I know you'll find something amazing. Think of this time off as more time to plan your wedding! This is your year girl. It will rock!
So sorry to hear about your job. But, I'm sure a talented woman as yourself will find something new in no time.
I always say that with every door that closes there will eventually be a window that opens ... you just have to be ready to jump through it. :)
I am so sorry to hear that, it just sucks but I am certain that you will get right back on our feet very soon. I am in a similar boat, just graduated from law school with a butt-load of loans and no job in sight, its scary out there but knowing you have love and support surrounding you helps you get through it. Good luck hon.
I just got laid off too, I totally feel your pain. It sucks, but something is out there waiting for the both of us, I know it.
I know how hard this is- I'm so sorry to hear it's happened to you! I hope you take a couple of days to relax before pounding the pavement- it will do you some good. Just stay positive- I truly believe that as corny as it sounds, 'everything happens for a reason,' so just know that something better will come along- because it always does! :) Sending love and warm wishes your way!
im so sorry!!! i'm in minneapolis, and it is a gross job market here too. i have been applying for jobs (my degree was for non-profit work) since graduation in may and working a temp job since september- and im terrified for the day that this work dries up too! here is to a new year with the perfect permanent job opportunity!!! :)
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